My Life Chapter 56 : Passing by

Hi! Today, I feel like making a new entry. Lately, I've been busy with school works and stuffs. I have a story to share with you guys. This is just my imagination. Once, there was a girl named Edel. She was addicted to Insta, WeChat, Facebook and other social sites. She feels like dying if she can't online, even for a day! That night, to be more specific, it was 06th April 2015, she was busy posting random things in WeChat then suddenly, a new noty came. A guy from Sandakan added her on Instagram. After that, the guy added her on WeChat. The girl follow her back on Instagram and confirmed his friend request on WeChat. A few minutes after that, the guy introduced himself on WeChat. A simple "Hi" that brings a lot of meaning to her. Then, they kept on chatting after that incident. The guy is sino. The girl listened to all the covers ( acoustic guitar ) that the guy made on sound cloud and she felt really happy and glad. The guy was born on the month of April, just like Edel. Things passed by and they get closer to each others. They shared their past memories and their endless stories. They cheered each others. The guy gave the girl a hint, not just a hint, but few hints that would brighten the world up. At first, Edel refused to accept the fact but then, the guy felt like giving up. He told Edel that he likes her. Edel was so confused. The guy was longing for Edel's voice, but Edel was too shy to send her voice to him. She just don't have the guts to send it anyway. The guy felt bad and told Edel that maybe he should go away but Edel didn't want to end their relationship yet, just like that. They had an argument but they managed to solved it in no time. Edel wanted to learn to speak Chinese from that guy, but she was too shy to ask for it. At night, the girl spent half of her time chatting with the guy. I mean, after they officially date on social sites on the first month of May. Day by day, the guy feels insecure towards the girl. He seemed like losing hope. The girl wanted to call him, but she is just a coward, her heartbeat is getting faster whenever she's trying to call the guy. The guy didn't like her girlfriend posted her pictures with another guy, dumb posts and he doesn't want the other guys making her girl laugh. The girl didn't get the idea how much the guy loves her. She was just too innocent for a serious relationship, she just want to break free. Edel didn't have feelings towards her friend. To her, all of the boys in her school is just a friend, not more than that.  The guy can't accept the fact. The guy kept on mentioning that the girl plays with her heart. Something really stabbed the girl, right on her chest. She was really sad that the guy didn't believe her words. They kept on arguing and at last, they can't get along. She was just too sad to accept the fact that it finally ends. The girl was so stupid, her ego is a way too high and easily lose hope. She hopes that the guy could find a better girl outside there that could take care of him because a long distance relationship is suck. She was dying to meet the guy, and hope that the guy could come to her hometown, just to meet her. The guy also don't have an idea on how much pressure the girl gets when they started arguing at each other. In the end, I blame the girl for her dumbness and coward personality. She wanted to end their relationship in a good way but the guy didn't reply to her text anymore. There she goes, feels lonely again and blaming herself for what she have done.

That's all. Hope you enjoy reading this :)

My Life Chapter 55 : SPM RESULT

6A 2A- 1B+ !!!! I've got my SPM result yesterday and I'm beyond blessed! I cried and jumped at the dining room after I saw my SPM result on my phone. I'm still on cloud nine right now. Thank God, I never expected to get such an excellent result! I thought, I will only get 4 or 5As. Even 6As are hard to get. I got B+ for sport science, but it doesn't matter because I didn't work hard and read the textbook on last minute. I got A- for Bahasa Melayu and Ekonomi Asas. Eko, all because of the KBAT thingy. The rest are Bi, Maths, Science, History, Pendidikan Moral and Perdagangan. Congratulations to my friends, ex classmates and PLKN buddies for getting your good result, all of us has done our best.

My Life Chapter 54 : National Service Training Center ( PLKN )

"Selamat malam, salam perpaduan, salam khidmat negara dan salam 1 Malaysia". We should say this word loudly- Malaysia Boleh! I still remember when I said that I hate the fact that I got chosen for PLKN. I cried, home sick and I hate almost everything in PLKN. I highly regret for coming to the police station before ( lapor diri ). I'm suck at being independent. I hate washing clothes manually by using my hands and I was like, screw this, screw that and screw everything up. A few weeks later, I started to like the activities in PLKN. 71 days of experiences are too many to post here. I was in Alpha's company and I stayed at block B. Being the only girl from Tambunan in that dorm doesn't mean I have no friend! I love my dormmates so much. Not forgotten, I also want to say thank you to my PK, Pekerti and KN buddies for being there when I need their help. Kembara halangan, flying fox, wirajaya and latihan menembak with Colt M16 has build up my self confidence and helped me to conquer my fears. At first, I really hate "roll call" but now, I miss penghulu and penghuluwati's voice. They always said, "Baris, baris sedia. Ketua- ketua kompeni, lapor. Rapat tumit, rapar siku, langut, terus pandang hadapan". Ahh, and this one. "Baris, apabila mendapat hukuman, kiri dan kanan pusing, wira berpusing ke kanan, wirawati berpusing ke kiri, barisan, kiri dan kanan, pusing!".

That's that we called bahasa hukuman. Cikgu Ronnie said, "Kiri berasap, kanan berapi. Saudara bukan, adik beradik jauh sekali. 10 1/2, 10 1/2, hentak kaki.. cepat!". That's pretty cool kan? Berakhirlah sudah and Perpisahan termanis are the songs that we kept on singing at PLKN. I miss you guyssssss! Good luck and all the best wira and wirawati harapan bangsa. Kita bagi dia seroja, 1, 2, 3, yeahhhhhhh! I will post the pictures soon. Stay tuned :)

Khidmat komuniti

Company Alpha's flag

Yummy food

Company Alpha

    From left : Jessica ( Tuaran ), Lisly ( KK ), Yit ( KK), Li Ling 

( Tuaran ),  Me ( Tambunan ) and Ellen ( Kota Belud )

Introducing Fazdil @ Pajil from Tuaran

Theme : Cowboy Night, but most of the 'pelatih' didn't wear

the costume based on the theme that has been given.

Group photo. I'm from Alpha and they were from Delta's company.

Hi Malcom!

Guys from Bravo's Company. Congratulations for winning 

the "best company" award! *applause*

Meet Shu Ting from Kota Belud. She's very talented and I can't deny that!

She's pretty, intelligent, knows martial arts, acting, friendly and many more.

Last mass at St. Yohanis Pembaptis's church.

My Life Chapter 53 : Good bye high school!

Happy belated New Year from me! I wanted to update my blog on the first day of 2015 but I can't because I was imprisoned at Kem PLKN Kg Sungai Tiga, Mesapol, Sipitang. I kinda miss SMK Tambunan. I miss my friends ( yeah they're the reason why I go to school everyday ), teachers and foods at the canteen? Nahh, not the foods.. I just missed the morning assembly and craziness during recess. I don't have the guts to face my SPM result. Hopefully, I will get 5A's and above because I want to achieve my dream. I want to be a teacher bah. Aiming for 5A's because that's the requirement that is needed in order to become one of the students in IPG. What's next ahh? Oh ya, take a look at my messy room. I don't know how to decorate my room like the pictures on tumblr. I should put some kawaii pictures on my wall and add some quotes on it. My mum should give me a "green light" about it. Enough for now, I want to update another story about my experiences in PLKN.

Pink Stuffs

*Blush*

Messy room