My Life Chapter 56 : Passing by

Hi! Today, I feel like making a new entry. Lately, I've been busy with school works and stuffs. I have a story to share with you guys. This is just my imagination. Once, there was a girl named Edel. She was addicted to Insta, WeChat, Facebook and other social sites. She feels like dying if she can't online, even for a day! That night, to be more specific, it was 06th April 2015, she was busy posting random things in WeChat then suddenly, a new noty came. A guy from Sandakan added her on Instagram. After that, the guy added her on WeChat. The girl follow her back on Instagram and confirmed his friend request on WeChat. A few minutes after that, the guy introduced himself on WeChat. A simple "Hi" that brings a lot of meaning to her. Then, they kept on chatting after that incident. The guy is sino. The girl listened to all the covers ( acoustic guitar ) that the guy made on sound cloud and she felt really happy and glad. The guy was born on the month of April, just like Edel. Things passed by and they get closer to each others. They shared their past memories and their endless stories. They cheered each others. The guy gave the girl a hint, not just a hint, but few hints that would brighten the world up. At first, Edel refused to accept the fact but then, the guy felt like giving up. He told Edel that he likes her. Edel was so confused. The guy was longing for Edel's voice, but Edel was too shy to send her voice to him. She just don't have the guts to send it anyway. The guy felt bad and told Edel that maybe he should go away but Edel didn't want to end their relationship yet, just like that. They had an argument but they managed to solved it in no time. Edel wanted to learn to speak Chinese from that guy, but she was too shy to ask for it. At night, the girl spent half of her time chatting with the guy. I mean, after they officially date on social sites on the first month of May. Day by day, the guy feels insecure towards the girl. He seemed like losing hope. The girl wanted to call him, but she is just a coward, her heartbeat is getting faster whenever she's trying to call the guy. The guy didn't like her girlfriend posted her pictures with another guy, dumb posts and he doesn't want the other guys making her girl laugh. The girl didn't get the idea how much the guy loves her. She was just too innocent for a serious relationship, she just want to break free. Edel didn't have feelings towards her friend. To her, all of the boys in her school is just a friend, not more than that.  The guy can't accept the fact. The guy kept on mentioning that the girl plays with her heart. Something really stabbed the girl, right on her chest. She was really sad that the guy didn't believe her words. They kept on arguing and at last, they can't get along. She was just too sad to accept the fact that it finally ends. The girl was so stupid, her ego is a way too high and easily lose hope. She hopes that the guy could find a better girl outside there that could take care of him because a long distance relationship is suck. She was dying to meet the guy, and hope that the guy could come to her hometown, just to meet her. The guy also don't have an idea on how much pressure the girl gets when they started arguing at each other. In the end, I blame the girl for her dumbness and coward personality. She wanted to end their relationship in a good way but the guy didn't reply to her text anymore. There she goes, feels lonely again and blaming herself for what she have done.

That's all. Hope you enjoy reading this :)